God, If You’re Not Up There, I’m F*cked: Tales of Stand-Up, Saturday Night Live, and Other Mind-Altering Mayhem

Dive into the harrowing and hilarious world of Darrell Hammond, the iconic *Saturday Night Live* impressionist, with his unflinchingly honest memoir, *God, If You're Not Up There, I'm F*cked: Tales of Stand-Up, Saturday Night Live, and Other Mind-Altering Mayhem*. This First Edition Hardcover, published by Harper in 2011, isn't just a celebrity tell-all; it's a deeply personal and often shocking account of a life lived on the edge, battling demons while simultaneously bringing laughter to millions. Hammond, known for his uncanny portrayals of Bill Clinton, Sean Connery, and countless other celebrities and political figures during his record-breaking 14-season run on *SNL*, pulls back the curtain to reveal the pain and trauma that fueled his comedic genius. This book isn't afraid to explore the darkest corners of his past, including a childhood marked by abuse, which led to lifelong struggles with addiction, self-harm, and multiple personality disorder. While the book offers plenty of behind-the-scenes anecdotes from his time on *Saturday Night Live* revealing the pressures, camaraderie, and sheer madness of live television it transcends typical celebrity memoir fare. Hammond doesn't shy away from detailing his struggles with substance abuse, spending time in psychiatric wards, and the arduous journey towards healing and self-acceptance. Prepare to be both moved and disturbed by his unflinching honesty. Readers have praised the book's raw vulnerability and Hammond's ability to find humor even in the face of unimaginable adversity. *God, If You're Not Up There, I'm F*cked* is a powerful testament to the resilience of the human spirit. It's a story of survival, redemption, and the transformative power of comedy. If you're a fan of *SNL*, celebrity memoirs, or are interested in stories of overcoming adversity, this book is a must-read. Its a compelling exploration of the man behind the impressions, offering a unique glimpse into the mind of a comedic genius battling personal demons while striving for professional success. The book has been compared to Tina Fey's *Bossypants* in its comedic voice and David Carr's *The Night of the Gun* in its raw, confessional style, and its themes resonate with anyone who has faced hardship and sought solace in humor and creativity. Explore the 288 pages of this unflinchingly honest and powerfully moving memoir.